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Name: Tracey
Country: United States
State: Oklahoma
Metro: Oklahoma City
Birthday: 12/18/1982
Gender: Female


Interests: My life consists of work, work, work, sleeping, and eating! I don't have much time for anything else.
Occupation: Dance Teacher/Musical Theatre
Industry: Art


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Member Since: 7/4/2005

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Sunday, January 11, 2009

A dream is a wish your heart makes
When you’re fast asleep…

Is that right? That can’t be right. That someone must be fast asleep to see the deepest wishes of the heart. Eyes shut with no true, live breath. Just a slow. Steady. Sleepy breathing. Desire consumes the mind that needs simply to see those dreams through wide, alert eyes that are awake and excited. Fully prepared to sling vivid, careless colors colliding on those white clouds that he wishes to Trace. To write the songs that died within the sad, lifeless hearts that linger… Hanging on by a single thread. An ever-weakening hope. Just waiting. Waiting for someone to write those notes that make the most beautiful music. The most angelic, heavenly harmonies. Be alive. Be here. Wishing you were HERE. Not in these meaningless, lifeless black and whites that come only when my eyes are shut. But when I’m breathing. Awake and breathing. Labored and alive with common activities of the day. Returning to arms that love unconditionally—blindly. Without judgment. To caress, with my own adoring fingers, the skin of the one that reciprocates every worldly fear and anxiety and joy and love that my mind carries. One that doesn’t expect to be spoiled without in return spoiling. It’s not selfish. It’s what everyone truly needs, and wants. Openly or secretively. Tirelessly searching and endlessly hopeful for the arrival of that kindred spirit. A fellow dreamer.


A dream is a wish your heart makes
When you're fast asleep
In dreams you lose your heartaches
Whatever you wish for, you keep
Have faith in your dreams and someday
Your rainbow will come smiling thru
No matter how your heart is grieving
If you keep on believing
the dream that you wish will come true.—Cinderella! :)


Thursday, August 07, 2008

to our hero...

to our hero...we miss you

I found the perfect song for you today.  We miss you more and more all the time.  You are in my thoughts everyday.  Love you!

I came by today to see you
I just had to let you know
If I knew the last time that I held you was the last time
I'd have held you, and never let go

Oh, it's kept me awake nights, wondering
I lie in the dark, just asking why
I've always been told
You won't be called home
Until it's your time

I guess heaven was needing a hero
Somebody just like you
Brave enough to stand up
For what you believe
And follow it through
When I try to make it make sense in my mind
The only conclusion I come to
Is heaven was needing a hero
Like you

I remember the last time I saw you
Oh, you held your head up proud
I laughed inside
When I saw how you were standing out in the crowd
You're such a part of who I am
Now that part will just be void
No matter how much I need you now
Heaven needed you more


Cause heaven was needing a hero
Somebody just like you
Brave enough to stand up
For what you believe
And follow it through
When I try to make it make sense in my mind
The only conclusion I come to
Is heaven was needing a hero
Like you

Is Heaven was needing a hero
and that's you


Saturday, July 12, 2008

soon I will write something profound. ’Til then, a little ditty I’ve been feeling lately...

Telling Layla's story spoken
'Bout how all her bones are broken
Hammers fall on all the pieces
Two months in the cover creases

Fully alive
More than most
Ready to smile and love life
Fully alive
And she knows how to believe in futures

All my complaints shrink to nothing
I'm ashamed of all my somethings
She's glad for one day of comfort
Only because she has suffered

Fully alive
More than most
Ready to smile and love life
Fully alive
Now she knows how to believe in futures

Here she stands today
In her brilliant shiny way
Stronger than her pain
In her brilliant shiny way

Fully alive
More than most
Ready to smile and love life
Fully alive
Now she knows how to believe in JESUS


Monday, July 07, 2008

for you...and no, it's not the thong song ;)

TONS OF HAPPINESS TO YOU!!!! 
 
I hope the days come easy and the moments pass slow,
And each road leads you where you wanna go,
And if you're faced with a choice, and you have to choose,
I hope you choose the one that means the most to you.
And if one door opens to another door closed,
I hope you keep on walkin' till you find the window,
If it's cold outside, show the world the warmth of your smile.
But more than anything, more than anything...

My wish, for you, is that this life becomes all that you want it to,
Your dreams stay big, your worries stay small,
You never need to carry more than you can hold,
And while you're out there getting where you're getting to,
I hope you know somebody loves you, and wants the same things too,
Yeah, this, is my wish.

I hope you never look back, but you never forget,
All the ones who love you, in the place you left,
I hope you always forgive, and you never regret,
And you help somebody every chance you get,
I hope you find God's grace, in every mistake,
And always give more than you take.
But More than anything, yeah, more than anything...

My wish, for you, is that this life becomes all that you want it to,
Your dreams stay big, your worries stay small,
You never need to carry more than you can hold,
And while you're out there getting where you're getting to,
I hope you know somebody loves you, and wants the same things too,
Yeah, this, is my wish.
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Wednesday, June 18, 2008

yes, I post song lyrics. If you hate it, then don't pay so much attention :)

There's some things that I regret,
Some words I wish had gone unsaid,
Some starts,
That had some bitter endings,
Been some bad times I've been through,
Damage I cannot undo,
Some things,
I wish I could do all all over again,
But it don't really matter,
When Life gets that much harder,
It makes you that much stronger,
Oh, some pages turned,
Some bridges burned,
But there were,
Lessons learned.

And every tear that had to fall from my eyes,
Everyday I wonder how I get through the night,
Every change, life has thrown me,
I'm thankful, for every break in my heart,
I'm grateful, for every scar,
Some pages turned,
Some bridges burned,
But there were lessons learned.

There's mistakes that I have made,
Some chances I just threw away,
Some roads,
I never should've taken,

Been some signs I didn't see,
Hearts that I hurt needlessly,
Some roads,
That I wish I could have one more chance to mend,
But it don't make no difference,
The past can't be rewritten,
You get the life you're given,
Oh, some pages turned,
Some bridges burned,
But there were,
Lessons learned.

And every tear that had to fall from my eyes,
Everyday I wonder how I get through the night,
Every change, life has thrown me,
I'm thankful, for every break in my heart,
I'm grateful, for every scar,
Some pages turned,
Some bridges burned,
But there were lessons learned.

And all the things that break you,
All the things that make you strong,
You can't change the past,
Cause it's gone,
and you just gotta move on,
Because it's gone.
Lessons learned.

And every tear that had to fall from my eyes,
Everyday I wonder how I get through the night,
Every change, life has thrown me,
I'm thankful, for every break in my heart,
I'm grateful, for every scar,
Some pages turned,
Some bridges burned,
But there were lessons learned,
Oh, some pages turned,
Some bridges burned,
But there were lessons learned,
Lessons learned.



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